Thursday, June 26, 2014

Words left unsaid

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    There are things that we regret we did in the past. Everybody has those things. What thought came to your head while reading the first sentence? yeah that's right... Some people regret doing or saying something to someone. Well, in my case : I regret not saying certain words to certain person. Words that I will never be able to say to that person ever again.
    You know, everybody has situations when they are confused and arguing about something with themselves. when you have a point and then you're like ' no but what if...' and you find that this point is not a solution of every problem. see? now I am talking about the whole other subject. but Okay let's see how it goes.
  Last night i had a statement in my head 'words should never stay unsaid'
but is that right? I mean you should always express your feelings, tell people what you feel but...
we all at least once in our lives liked someone and wished so badly that we were able to talk about our feelings in hope that this person feels the same, but we never dared. So, Let's consider this situation - you never know what's gonna happen maybe you're dying on your way back home and he feels the same, you still don't want to tell him? you see that's the point. but if we look at the situation in a different way there were a lot of examples when people did so, they talked about their feelings with that specific person and that words harmed them. and now they kinda regret saying those words. So this is a difficult subject so i guess you can't use this statement 'words should never stay unsaid' all the time.
  Well now Let's talk about the situation when this statement really comes in handy - Our family.
We often think that they live forever and we hardly ever imagine their death then trying to throw that thought out of our head. Well, if you think that describes you well- keep reading because if somebody ever told me those words i am gonna type on my keyboard right now, maybe I actually have thought about it  in the past and done things right. Eventually everything comes to it's end and nothing's eternal on this planet. and death comes unplanned it's not gonna warn you or give you a hint. All i am trying to say is - People you love are gonna leave when you don't expect it. and there is going to be a strong pain in your heart because you left some words unsaid. My grandma passed away 4 years ago and I loved her so much - but what can I say, i used to be a mean child , we often argued and now what i regret the most in my life is that I never told her I loved her. I mean i probably have but I wanted to tell her over and over again. Her last year was tough. she couldn't walk and we had a woman to take care after her. I went to her room really seldom. and when she died I was not even in the city. My parents always tell me she used to love me more than anything and I always cry because i was so ungrateful and i didn't appreciate her presence in my life. And I really hope that whole 'life after death' really exists because otherwise these words are meant to be left unsaid forever.

     I am sure you got the substance of this post but I want to tell you something before I finish. Whenever you have problems think about other people losing the ones  they love right that moment. because, I mean there are a lot of people on earth - 1.8 people die each second! and just forget about little things It's actually a sin to be depressed about them when there are a lot more serious things happening to other people. and mainly appreciate what you have and tell the people you love, your family what you feel about them more often. and not only tell them, do kind things to show them that these words are real and when you say - you really mean them. And simply go hug them right now.
 Thanks for reading

Monday, June 23, 2014

Favorite YouTuber of all times/ Shaytards


   So Now you look at the title and you are like: 'she already posted something like this.'
Shaytards - Wikitubia
Well, i did. but it was about YouTube Beauty gurus and now it's something different.
As Shay Carl himself says for most of the people, until they actually start watching the Shaytards, it sounds kinda weird that somebody watches videos of random family. Most of people are like : 'That's pointless, live your own life.' but in my opinion this family is worth watching and spent time on. Watching them is not pointless because you learn something. For example Shay - he wanted to lose weight and believe me there was a lot of weight to lose. He had this goal and he worked really hard to reach it and he never gave up.
I learnt many things about parenting and realized this is the relationship i want in my family. It's so real when you watch them it's like you're their family members. I have watched tons of vlogs on Youtube and had this feeling that people are faking their emotions but It's not like this here. It's so real that even though they post every day (except weekends) when the 20-30 minute Vlog ends you are like:  I want more. Their kids are awesome too. and I love how they talk about god. and their beliefs but at the same time they are not accusing people of other religions.
Untitled And these people are really strong. This family started in a small town they had no money when they moved to LA but Shay decided to quit his job because he didn't like it and his wife even though she didn't like this idea of filming videos and uploading them to the internet she still gave it a chance because she saw that's what made her husband feel happy. and It's a great thing if you can make money out of something you love.


 So that was my opinion and now Let's see what Wikipedia says.

Tumblr Shay Carl Butler was born on March 5, 1980, in Logan, Utah to Carl and Laurie Butler. At the age of four, the family moved toPhoenix, Arizona, where his father attended school for electrical engineering. After his father graduated, the family moved toPocatello, Idaho. After graduating from high school, Butler served a full-time, two year mission to BarbadosTrinidad and Guyana withThe Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints. He briefly attended Idaho State University, but dropped out to start working on his own. Prior to his activities on YouTube, Butler installed granite countertops for a living and worked as a school bus driver. He also worked as a radio DJ for Z103.
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Butler married Colette ("Katilette") in January 2003, and they have five children. His family is known as the "SHAYTARDS" and as "YouTube's first family". Shay is the oldest of four children and his siblings Casey, Carlie and Logan are all active in the YouTube community. In a March 2012 episode of Anderson Live, Butler stated his second youngest son Brock is "like the real-world Truman baby" because Brock has been recorded since minutes after his birth. His third child and second daughter, Emmi, was featured on the front cover of James Blunt's album Some Kind of Trouble. In October 2013 their fifth child, Daxton, was born.
Butler lost 112 lbs in the space of a year and subsequently ran three marathons, one of which he ran with motivational speaker Dave Ramsey, with whom he is good friends.Butler documented his weight loss journey on his "ShayLoss" channel.
BabiesButler became more popular on YouTube after Philip DeFranco had watched one of his videos and gave him a shout-out. The shout-out resulted in a rise of Butler's subscribers and also in a friendship between him and DeFranco. By working with other YouTubers atThe Station, Butler more than quadrupled his subscription base. Butler later joined the YouTube Partner Program and co-founded Maker Studios. In November 2009, he collaborated with Midi Mafia to create a flash mob at Planet Hollywood in Las Vegas. In 2009, Butler's "SHAYTARDS" channel won "Best YouTube Channel or Personality" atMashable's 3rd annual Open Web Awards. In 2013, the same channel was one of the nominees in the "Best Non-Fiction or Reality Series" category of the 3rd Streamy Awards. Butler and his wife, Colette, run a very popular podcast called "When the Kids Go to Sleep", where they interview YouTubers and celebrities such as Terry Crews andBas Rutten. In February 2013, actor Matt Damon made a guest appearance in one of Butler's vlogs after he and Damon had collaborated on a video to promote a Water.orgproject. Butler sometimes creates sponsored videos, in which he promotes brands or companies in exchange for financial benefits. Examples of such so-called "brand deals" he has made are with General Electric,Foot LockerKia and Skype.

Wednesday, June 11, 2014

Summer is actually here!

Louna park.beach .carHey Guys I can't believe that Summer is already here. I have passed all of my exams successfully and I currently am in 10th grade. after all this stress I can finally relax and not think about anything. so Let's see. a lot of good stuff happened this school year. I was on my first normal winter Carnival thing. It was a lot of fun. I made so many awesome friends. I have really friendly situation in my class. I had no haters, no fails, no huge mistakes. I am so grateful to god for all i have. I also found out some really exciting news that are going to change our family. which I can't tell you now but in 6 months you'll probably find out. so cool guys.
 also I wanted to tell you about my plans for Summer.I printed out a workout calendar from Blogilates. (if you don't know what that is scroll down to read my previous posts.) and as my Holidays started today I did just the first day. But after working out for 4 weeks I hope to lose some weight. I am not fat or anything It's just my stomach is not really flat so I have the whole summer to work on it. also I am going to go camping this weekend and hope this is going to do something good to my body as well. I didn't now that working out was so much fun until now. maybe, just maybe I will post my before and after picture here. Let's see.
I also want to try and eat healthier this summer.
What are you planing ? Comment down below.

Tuesday, June 3, 2014

Hairstyle of the week

Step-by-Step Instructions:

{Optional Step} Use a medium-sized wand to add soft waves as a base to this hairstyle. If you prefer to to use no heat, use two simple braids the night before.

Begin this hairstyle by parting the hair down the middle of the head…
Next, section off a strand of hair about 1 inch above the ear, and about 3-4 inches back from front of the head…
Divide this strand into two equal, but smaller sections…
Begin a simple twist using this hair {you want the hair to go in a diagonal direction behind the ear and towards the back of the head} and don’t twist the hair too tight {you want this to be soft looking}…
When you are done twisting it, clip it out of the way or have your daughter hold it and repeat on the other side…
Complete Steps #3-6 on the other side of the head…
When you have both twists completed, secure them in the middle of the back of head with an elastic…
For the next step, you will need to loosen up the twists…
Do this by gently tugging on every other twist elbow so that the section pancakes out a little…
Repeat on as many bumps as you would like, on both twists, so that they look very loose and almost “messy”…
Now, to hide the rubber band, take a small strand of hair from the remaining hair behind the elastic, loop it upward over the elastic and down behind the twists…
Using the same strand of hair, take it around the front of the elastic again and then back behind, and secure with a small bobby pin…
Add hairspray and flowers {if desired}.

Thursday, May 29, 2014


Mermaid illustration by Ilse Valfre | {Ilse Valfre}
  Most of the people, during their lifetime, think that they have insecurities.
We often get used to them and don’t understand that they have influence on us.
In fact most often insecurities appear in result of psychical trauma. We can’t control them
 sometimes we forget  or just get used to them, but when the certain situation comes those
 insecurities just come back, we can’t cure them by ourselves.
 Not only a person owns insecurities but, insecurities own people.
Throughout the lifetime people start pointing out flaws in you that you don’t even realize
 you have. It makes people insecure, people’s opinions.  life goes on, and time cures.
You will gain experience and start to understand that some people may be looking at you
 and thinking they would be able to have those things that you think are bad.
You can suffer and feel miserable about yourself or you can just learn to accept them.
Maybe you should focus on good things instead of seeing only bad things about yourself and
Other people. Of course it’s easier said than done but it’s really important. Because you only
 live once, don’t waste your time thinking about what’s wrong with you, It’s really not worth it.

           A person starts having insecurities in the very childhood, and those ones are because of Parents. There are obvious signs of a child being insecure. He is weak, closed in himself and fearful. That kind of child needs a strong kind character in his life, that protects him and makes him feel good about himself. Makes him understand that he is not different from other kids or at least not in a bad way.
      It’s very often a parent’s fault. They don’t give them enough attention or  child’s point of view is not valued in the family. Adults always tell them to be quiet because nobody’s interested in their opinion.
        Insecure children are often aggressive they seek for parent’s attention want to always be praised but they hate and feel really angry when someone else is.
        already grown up they try different things but give up on a first fail – after, they find different excuses on why they failed. For example being tired, not feeling well and etc. 

Please watch this video it inspired me to write this post. I mean I thought of a nose surgery and now I got over it. I accept my insecurities but I don't feel miserable about them because nobody is perfect. God gave you one body instead of wasting time on thinking what's wrong with it, which won't make it any better, love and accept it. 

Monday, May 26, 2014

Top 5 Old Romantic movies

Dirty Dancing

In 1963, Frances "Baby" Houseman, a sweet daddy's girl, goes with her family to a resort in upstate New York's Catskill Mountains. Baby has grown up in privileged surroundings and all expect her to go on to college, join the Peace Corps and save the world before marrying a doctor, just like her father. Unexpectedly, Baby becomes infatuated with the camp's dance instructor, Johnny Castle, a man whose background is vastly different from her own. Baby lies to her father to get money to pay for an illegal abortion for Johnny's dance partner. She then fills in as Johnny's dance partner and it is as he is teaching her the dance routine that they fall in love. It all comes apart when Johnny's friend falls seriously ill after her abortion and Baby gets her father, who saves the girl's life. He then learns what Baby has been up to, who with and worse - that he funded the illegal abortion. He bans his daughter from any further association with "those people". In the first deliberately willful action of her life, Baby later sneaks out to see Johnny - ostensibly to apologize for her father's rudeness - and ends up consummating her relationship with Johnny. A jealous fellow vacationer sees Baby sneaking out of Johnny's bungalow the next morning, and in an act of retribution, tells management that he is responsible for a theft the evening before, knowing he would not furnish his real whereabouts.


Sam Wheat was murdered during a date with his girlfriend Molly. Sam's spirit, in a mysterious manner, remains on the Earth, unseen to normal people. After following his murderer, Sam realizes that his death was not an accident, and that molly is in danger. Sam's ghost try to warn Molly, but she does not know it is really there. Then he meets a spiritualist named Oda Mae Brown, who can hear the dead. Sam speaks to hear and convince her to help him save Molly.

Pretty Woman

Movies/TV Shows
Edward is a rich, ruthless businessman who specializes in taking over companies and then selling them off piece by piece. He travels to Los Angeles for a business trip and decides to hire a prostitute. They take a liking to each other and he offers her money if she'll stay with him for an entire week while he makes the "rich and famous" scene (since it doesn't do for a man of his stature to be alone at society parties and polo matches). Romantic comedy (and complications) ensue.

Shall we Dance?

John Clark is a man with a wonderful job, a charming wife and a loving family, who nevertheless feels that something is missing as he makes his way every day through the city. Each evening on his commute home, John sees a beautiful woman, staring with a lost expression through the window of a dance studio. Haunted by her gaze, John impulsively jumps off the train one night, and signs up for dance lessons, hoping to meet her. At first, it seems like a mistake. His teacher turns out to be not Paulina, but the older Miss Mitzi, and John proves just as clumsy as his equally clueless classmates on the dance-floor. Even worse, when he does meet Paulina, she icily tells John she hopes he has come to the studio to seriously study dance and not to look for a date. But, as his lessons continue, John falls in love with dancing. Keeping his new obsession from his family and co-workers, John feverishly trains for Chicago's biggest dance competition. His friendship with Paulina blossoms, as his enthusiasm rekindles her own lost passion for dance. But the more time John spends away from home, the more his wife becomes suspicious. With his secret about to be revealed, John will have to do some fancy footwork to keep his dream going and realize what it is he really yearns for.

Breakfast at Tiffany's

Struggling writer Paul Varjak moves into a New York apartment building and becomes intrigued by his pretty, quirky neighbor Holly Golightly. Holly's lifestyle confuses and fascinates Paul; in public she flits through parties with a sexy, sophisticated air, but when they're alone she changes into a sweetly vulnerable bundle of neuroses.

Sunday, May 25, 2014

Work out tips

Lately I've been into exercising a lot. Cause simply you know - Summer is coming and we all want to have this awesome bikini body. So I found few channels on youtube that help me a lot. now look, I'm not saying you have to have a bikini body you all know that my blog is about feeling confident in your own skin. But this is the thing I've been really into. So, the first thing I want to advice is : if you want to loose weight you gotta drink water.  when you feel hungry and you wanna grab a snack just drink water before you do it. Because sometimes you are not really hungry it's just your brain being bossy. So after you drink water you will notice that your appetite is going to get lower. I know that you know what I'm going to say now - eat healthy.
But for me that's really difficult. and finally - MOVE. 
To help you move there are a lot of things. Apps, YouTube videos, websites and blogs.
Exercising ids not for just losing weight, it can be fun too. you can go run with your friends, right?
Make sure to visit blogilates for more.
I hope this post was somehow useful and inspirational.